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I want to feel better again 💔

NEW VIDEO!! If you have renew active on your subscription you got some free pictures as well as a discount on this video in your DMs. I’m wearing a black bustier set together with red thigh highs in this clip I made for you. Enjoy the view of me touching my body, boobies and giving my butt a little slap 👋 😳

Thank you for those who remembered my birthday! I hadn’t planned to do anything here for it but if you’ve already sent $50 tip or send me one in the next days I’ll send over some nice butt pictures I didn’t include in the last set as a thank you for being so sweet to me for my birthday. 🩷

Thank you photos to those who have renew activated on their subscription coming in your DMs next week 💋

💕 NEW SET!! 💕 I got a little dolled up for this set, I did my hair and put on some accessories to match the vibe of my silky pink underwear and white thigh high stockings. It’s giving sorority or preppy princess vibes and I just felt so sensual wearing this kind of material. It makes for a very pleasant feeling running ones finger over the fabric and the body parts underneath 😏😉 Set contains 18 pictures with various poses of me showing off my body. Tried a new thing with partly pulling my panties down. 😳 I’m very pleased with how the set turned out, I look gorgeous if I get to say so myself! 👌

Excited to share my new pictures tomorrow. I felt so pretty and sensual in the soft silky underwear. Might have ended up having a nice little time with myself 😏😌

Good news! I found the panties that goes with this bra 🥳 new photo set coming this week 😃😃😃

Hopefully I’ll fall asleep soon, it’s so late again or well early I guess 😅

Can me have a hug pretty please 👉👈🥺

Wanna redo my bedroom at some point but I can’t decide what vibe I wanna go for, probably has to be something landlord friendly so guess white or beige walls 🙃 even though I’m tempted to go for something more colorful and happy.

Look at them curves 👌😌 Casual everyday kind of pics 💛

Content drought 🏜️ I got so many cute outfits for February but when being sick I didn’t get opportunity to use them. They where all Valentines/Love themed and now I’m left wondering what the heck kind of content to I make now in Mars 😅 What would you like to see if you got to wish? I do have an lingerie set picked out for this month renew set at least 😉

NEW VIDEO!! My most intimate video to date 😳 get up close and personal with my bare breasts, just my nipples covered in this 4 minute long video where I show off and touch my titties in front of you. At the end I bring you so close to my boobies you can almost feel them in your face 🤤 You’re gonna enjoy this video, you’ve never gotten such a good look at my breasts before and I just know it will be a pleasurable experience for you. 🤭 If you like the crinkle sound of vinyl clothes you’ll have some pleasure for your ears too 😉 Send me a $80 tip and I'll send the video your way. I don't sell videos to new subscribers. #fyp #nipplecovers #asmr

Contemplating cutting my hair shorter again 🤔

I’ve misplaced the bottoms that goes with this bra 😔 if I can find them I could take a little set of photos in it 😃

I’ve yet to post the video I took in this outfit because it’s so darn sexy with only the electrical tape covering my nipples 🥵 but perhaps it’s time 😏

Sent out DMs to everyone with active renew on their subscription. Only way to see these extra picture is to make sure to have the renew activated. Thank you for supporting me! Will be fun to see what content I’ll make here in Mars, to share with you all!

⚠️ Rather heavy text don’t read if you’re not okay yourself! I feel like I’m being crushed to death underneath my failure's. I’m in a constant fight, digging myself up from the rubble of my own creation most of the time. I want so much to be capable of achieving and managing the things I enjoy or aspire to achieve but I keep falling short. It’s a reacurring theme. Sometimes it’s better other time it’s worse but it keeps on happening. I’m struggling to see how to have the energy to dig myself out once again. I’m tired. I know my PMDD is worsening it all atm. I also know I need to make accommodations for myself for this time of the month. My thoughts gets so dark and even though the worst pass as soon as the estrogen starts going up again, some of it still remains but fainter. Like it’s more of a background noise rather then a full blow concert. But when the accommodations I feel I’d need to make will lead to me feeling like I’m yet again failing how much will it then help? I don’t know if I have what it takes to be a streamer or a CC. Same as I’m not able to manage other types of jobs either. I enjoy it immensely though when I’m able to do it well but so often I can’t manage because my disability, sickness or life events knocking me over. I keep trying so hard and I’m wondering if it really should be this much of a fight. The reality is that I’m not well and I never will be. My conditions besides the depression are chronic, even my trauma will most likely never be resolved because I can’t access proper treatment for it. I will be broken forever and I made my peace with that a long time ago but I’m wondering if I need to start making peace with that I’m not capable of all this. If I was it wouldn’t be this hard. I don’t know what to do or what to change because clearly I can’t change myself. If I could I would have changed by now, I’ve been trying. I keep trying. I wish I could do everything I want to do and do it well, I want to feel proud. I don’t want to be a letdown. I wanna be stable and consistent 💔

Cute photos coming to those with renew active on their subscription 💕 will be in your DMs later in the week! I occasionally send out exclusive photos to those who choose to support me for another month. As an extra thank you 💕

I’m finally recovering from being sick, over two weeks of not being well at all. I have a lot of messages I haven’t replied to, at this point around a month of severe struggles to open any DMs. I’m slowly starting to read and reply. I don’t use any messages services like many other Fansly creators do, I reply to everything myself. But I usually do better then I have the past month.

Look at my Pokémon cards 😏

Summer, sun and being by the water would be so very nice right now. Having been sick for two weeks and still not feeling fully recovered has me in a bit of a lump. Feeling rather defeated atm and like a major failure but the logical part of my brains know I’m not, two weeks of inactivity doesn’t mean one is a failure. Wish I could get over the feeling though 😤

💕 VIP Appreciation 💕

Come back in time and space with me to a hotel room in Paris, to a simpler time. Some years ago when I was younger, tougher and full of longing for exploration. These photos are really special too me, having been a rather shy teenager when I turned 18 I started coming out of my shell and I spent some years exploring not just myself but many of the wonderful things the human body is capable of experiencing. I’m wearing a red underwear set in these photos, I also remove my bra for some handbra shots. Amazing view of my little pre-gains butt, isn’t it adorable? 🤭 with a glimpse at my 🐱 lips in the red thong. 🥵 #fyp

I’ve not had any written out rules but think it might be needed. Here are two that I’m sure off; 🩷 Don’t ask for nudes. 🩷 Do not send me any sexual images whatsoever.

Boobies 🥵 I’m still to sick to have been able to make any new content. Sorry about that. Looking through my photos I do have a set of photos from Paris when I was like idk 18-19 maybe you’d like to see them? 🤔

I’m still sick 😥 at least waking up without fever but if I don’t rest it comes back so need take it easy. Hope you’re doing much better than me! Less then three

I’m very sick still, can’t even manage one game of Hearthstone or scroll social media because of how dizzy it makes me. Trying to rest and just listen to audio books but I’m so bored. Also quite stressed out. I don’t have time to be sick for now almost a full week. I’m severely behind on answering DMs, my usual fears of communication, avoiding it and then getting sick. Sorry to everyone who’s not gotten a response back yet. It’s not you it’s me!

Really hope I’ll be fever free tomorrow 😭😭😭 Sorry for lack of content, I was not prepared for getting sick. Hope I can still make new pictures for next Friday. I have bought such a nice bra and panties for valentines pictures 😍 but need to recover before I can take the pictures 🙁

I’m currently sick and feel absolutely horrible, took a covid test yesterday and it was negative. Gonna do an other test tomorrow. Would be so unlucky if I’m getting my second infection now after I avoided it for 3,5 years 😩 Hope you’re doing better than me. Being sick sucks so hard. On top of it I’m getting terrible sleep due to the coughing and congestion 😭