*Dear diary, One of my concerns with sex is being on top. I ..
Added 2021-11-24 14:06:43 +0000 UTC*Dear diary, One of my concerns with sex is being on top. I think this is true for a number of reasons but they all fall under the umbrella of appearances. I’m worried my tits will hang weirdly. I’m worried my body weight will be commented on. I’m worried I can’t fuck properly, or that my stamina will let me down. How overwhelming, right? Thankfully doing sex work has caused these concerns to dissipate, but I believe they lurk in the back of my mind when I’m fucking someone. I almost always forget that sex is naturally chaotic, and sweaty, and limbs fly everywhere with heads banging and sweat covering everyone. That’s the beauty of it. The pleasure follows when I let go of the insecurities that pain me, and while it is difficult sometimes to put that into practise, ultimately, sex is sex & as long as communication is continuous I probably have nothing to worry about.*
