I had therapy this morning and I expressed that my main worr..
Added 2021-07-14 13:44:45 +0000 UTCI had therapy this morning and I expressed that my main worry, despite being on bail for crimes I am innocent of, is money! Until last year I was in an insane amount of debt. If you don’t know what that feels like, let me tell you, it is crushing. There are so many worries that come with not having money, and so being in debt is like living in purgatory, or a hell loop. Onlyfans got me out of debt. My subscribers got me out of debt. I cried when I cleared my overdraft because it was such a relief. But being in debt for so long has had what feels like irreparable effects. It is odd. But I’m working on it. Anyway, this is a little vent because I feel like the last couple months I’ve closed myself off from you guys. I don’t want to do that anymore. I want to reclaim the strength in vulnerability and show you all that it takes bravery to be honest, raw & authentic. DMs open if you need a chat.
