I’m crying in my bed right now. No one understands or knows ..
Added 2021-09-12 04:47:14 +0000 UTCI’m crying in my bed right now. No one understands or knows that just 5 ye ars ago I was homeless. Five ye ars ago I dropped my car off on the side of the road in Washington, where I told them to repo it. My friend paid for my u-haul and I got evicted. I spent 6 months living in my old bedroom contemplating suicide. I chose to get back working and eventually double honoring and graduating with honors in psychology. I have been so fucking nervous, scared that everyone would hate me, or find me to be unattractive. I’ve dealt with BPD which have exacerbated a lot of troubled with interpersonal effectiveness. Your kindness, compassion, love and genuine good faith in me across all platforms makes me not feel like a total loss soul. I mean that and I hope each one of you understands this. I’m in tears because for the first time 700+ people have rallied together to support me. I Seriously from the bottom of my messed up heart thank each abs everyone of you for spending your hard earned dollars on me so that my life can now be slowly pieced together. Love you all. C
